Knew It Bored

i know i knew
i know i blew
it is off.. it is gettin' dark
this is a stuff, is this? i asked
no, this is a way
to get back
to get me on lack
but deepest my heart says no!
it is not, but it is yes indeed
make it confused by myself
i cant relax, staying ask
what do i need this?? do this?? going on this??
how really i need this? do this?? going through on this???
i m stuck, i am tryin' to think this relax
by deepest, honest.. i am speechless
i know it
i knew it
i blew it
all that i wanted
all that i feel on it
i just get bored
with everything make bored