ME AND MY EMO

Emo.. is a life style. a lifestyle eras that long gone and now being a spectacular style in this whole world. Emo is not that about the way you dressed. Emo are not only whereabout how is our clothing, hairstyle,and shoes! this is more than it. emo is the way you life, this is about attitudes.
Being an Emo for me is not that simple as my wearing. For me, this is the way to express my feeling.
and what my being like?? i just follow it what i wanna wear.. what i wanna dressed up. i just have a straight black hair that is hiding an eye of mine. i knew it Emo styles are unique, individual looks that say a lot about the persons style, but the emotions behind them may never be understood by anyone else (someone else not an emo).
An Emo, often called as a dorkie.. as a weird lifestyle, because we are more than normal. we are so excited with all happens in our life, then we just express it in opur style, our music.. our behave.. ;)
most people says emo include a number of the following terms: sensitive, shy, quiet, sad, introverted, glum, self-pitying, mysterious and angst ridden. Depression and broken-heartedness are sometimes used to describe the emo personality. Emo's feel society doesn't accept them, they are outcasts and nobody understands them! This is generalising and it is important to note those into the emo / scene culture can obviously also be the opposite of the personality traits listed above as with anyone.
but being that sensitive, shy, quiet, sad, introverted, glum, self-pitying, mysterious and angst ridden is not so in me! yeah, may be sometime my being like that but that is just sometime. i am trying to be as happiest, smart, and extrovert. i love having a big society. but really i have my own way in socializing with all smile and my emo..
as simply one.. i just wearing my own. i just being my self. i am.. me ^_^
I am trying to do my best, for my own whole life.. friends, boy friend, family and people.

Knew It Bored

i know i knew
i know i blew
it is off.. it is gettin' dark
this is a stuff, is this? i asked
no, this is a way
to get back
to get me on lack
but deepest my heart says no!
it is not, but it is yes indeed
make it confused by myself
i cant relax, staying ask
what do i need this?? do this?? going on this??
how really i need this? do this?? going through on this???
i m stuck, i am tryin' to think this relax
by deepest, honest.. i am speechless
i know it
i knew it
i blew it
all that i wanted
all that i feel on it
i just get bored
with everything make bored